The First Piece

Life is short, and happiness is very illusional.
I almost forget the uncertainty of life until recently when I was pet sitting five gold fishes.
I decided to change the water for them, with all the good intentions, yet they all died.
I was in misery .... .... ....
I didn't mean to kill them, or let them die.
But it happens. Then, I remember how I had felt when I heard the news of how grandpa had passed away, how my dad had passed away, the two events only about 5 years apart from each other.
Life was sweet, life was sour,.... Life was romantic in my younger days.
Now, life is becoming richer and bitter each and everyday.