Growing Pain

First time is a charm
Under the bright sun.
Right or wrong;
Wondering over like a child ---
Realization has hit me
to the core;
to the roots;
to the reasons;
Have I grown up a bit?
A bit more?
To add those sadly
favorable growing pain.

Inspirational Lyrics

Loveholics
with a nice name
and defining signature:

“바람이 참 매섭다” (The wind is bitterly cold)
Lyrics:

Flowers wither again
The wind blows
Once again, it’s bitterly cold
Then and now, it’s the same rain,
but as ever, it’s unfamiliar

All day long it pours down on me
Until this rain stops
I’ll endure once again
The wind is bitterly cold

Listen the song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0rtTcNb8_Y

First Thought

My mind is a butterfly ---
tying a knot in the sky
with those imaginary lines.

I am fine.
I smile to the blue sky.
Heavens will hear me say
in a daring way.

Deep in the valley
Breezes have blown away those clouded mind ---
Still---
Mine!
What a mess I am in!

Count me in

Count me in
to count the stars in the night sky;
to no end.

Count me in
to smile to the content of eternity;
just you and me.

Count me in
to embrace the challenge of uncertainty;
as you've promised me.

Reflection

I cannot cope with the realization.
I do annoy people for no reason.
With much ignorance and holding up to
a big ruler of self-made truth.
But what is truth anyway?
In the end, I am just distressing myself;
On my own time, energy, and resources.
I am just being foolish --- especially because
committing this knowingly,
uncontrollable to myself.
Am I insecure? Am I nuts?
What am I trying to prove?
and --- who cares?
I told myself every night
to stop this nonsense and start a new;
A freshly newly reinvented me.

Harmony

Hold my hands,
We are going through this forest;
Meadow is right over there,
Fairies will guide us
to the mushroom field,
Circles of them to light our nights.

Spread our wings,
We are heading over the rainbow;
And to it's end,
Little leprechauns will help us,
to find the fourth of the clover,
Bringing us the luck and prosperity.

Chase our fears away,
We are standing on top of this mountain;
See the stretch of the land?
The Unicorns will roam the land with us,
to clear away the poisonous water,
To bring back the harmony to the land.

J

Joy is the first thing come into mind.
But, people are not made of this as a first choice.

Jade is the second thing to remember.
I love the charm that represent life and peace.

Jealousy is the last thing which I don't even want to encounter.
It is a kind of infestation in a beautiful humanity.

Listen song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxgTqWa_gmY&feature=related

The Jealous Kind
by Joe Cocker

Lyrics:

Girl, don't be angry if I seem rude
Each time we meet
A boy that you once knew
[??] just to be so close to you

It's just that I'm so afraid
Someone might steal you away, I'd lose my mind
So please forgive me for the way I act sometimes
I'm the jealous kind

If you only knew where I lived
And didn't mind
[?] can't you see [??]
That I'm losing my mind

I want you all to myself
I don't want you shackin' with nobody else
I can't help it if it's the way I act sometimes
Because I'm the jealous kind

You know I love you girl

Just one more thing now,If you only knew
How much it hurts me just to hear you say
How, when we first met
I can't think that those were the good old days

Why must you hurt me so
I can't stand it no more, I'm tryin'
So please, I can't control these tears in my eyes
Lord I'm the jealous kind

I love you baby
You know you've got me baby

You know I'm the jealous kind

Fragile

As my heart is.

It could be jumpy at times.
Don't know why.

Today is a beautiful day.

With a bright blue sky,
Grey and white puffy clouds with silver lining,
Are they reminding something obvious?

Even the mountains are colorful,
Blue on a distance, Greenish over there;
And brownish over here,
with shades of the patches by the flying cotton puffs.

Smell of the freshness
Just after the rain,
The scent of a mix of beautiful fragrances,
In the lively breeze.

Life is wonderful.
Life is sweet.
Life is delightful.
Is indeed.

A year of Dragon

Wishing you all the best to be yet to come ---

Listen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XTBwvi0h2E&feature=related
Artist: Transition
Song title: Dui bu Qi

Another Day of Celebration

For all the prosperity to come ---

image is from http://www.timeanddate.com/holidays/australia/chinese-new-year

The One

If I can write something today,
I want to write about you.
If I am writing something today,
I will be writing about you.
If I were writing something today,
It is all about you.

New Year to be Happy

Life is a short memory;
Time is a longest friend;
but Love is a life time happiness.

Merry 2011 Christmas

Wishing you all of
Happiness and a very Merry Christmas!

image is from http://www.patticrafts.co.uk/mini-christmas-tree

Greeting the favorite season of the time

Another stretch of the loop;
The winding turn ---
Starting the days as a new again.
It is refreshing to leave certain pain and memories
behind the curtain of the time.
It is pleasing to embrace the another days
in the eyes of a new light and smile.
It is engaging to starting a new
with a light heart.
Let's forgive and
forget the unnecessary events.
Let go of the worries
and leave in the hand of healing time.

Listen the song here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmF2rsDHOZc

Lyrics:
Grown up Christmas List
Amy Grant

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown-up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child, but my start still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown-up Christmas list
Not for myself, but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal our hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list
This is my only lifelong wish
This is my grown-up Christmas list

image is from http://thebacksofmyeyelids.blogspot.com/2010/12/christmas-eve-eve-2010.html

Back Again

To rise again,
To be able to start a new again,
To end the glamor with fun and dignity.

I especially remember this song back again.
Just for you.

Listen Song here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jy_XwaqNv-I&feature=related

Seasons in the Sun by Westlife (not original version)

Songwriters: JACQUES BREL, ROD MCKUEN

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc s
Skinned our hearts and Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on The ground

Goodbye Michelle it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
the Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

the picture is from http://farmphotography.blogspot.com/
p.s please visit this site for a very nice seasonal visual images

Fear, Pain, Joy, and Hope

In a circle of life, people say what goes around comes around. Is that so? Which one is going around and which one is coming around? If we can just tell the difference ---

Fear of losing --- losing love, losing possession, losing everything that you have staked in life for --- that fear would be consuming. I wish all in despair to be free from fear.

Pain of regret --- disappointment, a sense of loss of direction, of loneliness, --- that pain would be unbearable. I wish all in suffering to be free from pain.

Joy of light --- embracing the happiness, a flight of glee, of mindfulness and freedom, --- that joy would be boundless. I wish all in need to achieve that joyfulness.

Hope of spectrum --- flourishing the life, a leap to the infinity, beyond the wildest imagination, -- that hope would be destiny. I wish all in dream to realize that possibilities of hope.

image is from http://hidefwallpaper.org/water_wallpaper_three

Disguise

Love
can come
in a way of disguise.

Love
can go
in a way of a new start.

Love
can stay
in a way of surprise.

Embrace, breathe, and smile;
The sun will shine,
When the disguise has fallen.

image is from http://www.isaactan.net/2011/03/venetian-carnival-masks.html

Thorn

Hardship makes us stronger.
One at a time --- stripping away the thorns.
I have cried in the rain
I have smiled in the sun and then
I have stayed silent in the snow.

A New Chapter

On the winding road, we do our turns.
At the cross road, we choose our ways.
Over the endless streams, we built bridges.
In this woodland life,
Sweet scent of wild flowers are everywhere;
in the soft breeze --- if one pays attention to it.
In this jungle of life,
Obstacles of thorns are everywhere;
on the way to reach for the beautiful flowers.
In this valley of life,
Natural resources are everywhere;
at the reach of our hands --- if one pursuit for it.

image is from http://animationguildblog.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2011-01-11T21%3A49%3A00-08%3A00&max-results=20

Uncertainty

Uncertainty?
Incompetent?
Self-doubt?

Life has funny ways
to show the reflections.
The spectrum of life kaleidoscope is ---
strange and complicated.

At times.

Emotions have humorous ways
to show the weakness.
The variables of love and commitment is ---
disillusion and deceitful.

At times.

Logical heart has precise ways
to show the indifference.
The outcome of expectation is ---
unwavering and painful.

At times.

image is from http://moizhussainpk.blogspot.com/2010_11_01_archive.html