Broken Down

Lately, a lot of things have been broken down. Relationships, a little window to the world, health, a little free time, --- what else is left? Not to mention different sort of numerous mishaps. But life goes on, time goes on. On a bright side, this fall seems prettier than ever. The color of the trees and the mountains, the water, and fallen leaves, they all changes in color so fast in a most glorious way. Everyday gives a new picture and perception of the colors while driving on the same old road. The leaves cannot be prettier. I wish I have time to stop and pick up some leaves, rub them with some candle wax and put them in my journals which I haven't been able to touch for a long, long time. I am afraid that I might not even able to spare time to continue this randomness. I encourage myself to go on, --- 'cause there is no one else. Broken down is a good thing so that one can rebuilt into a new self. It is an autumn, and I am looking towards spring already. As for me, summer is romantic and durable. Autumn is colorful and playful. Winter is tranquil and forgiving. Spring is lively and new. I love spring and there is so many reason to it. I am rebuilding from the break down, into a new one, every little detail as the way I ever wanted. Lovely. It is challenging and tiring but there is fun in it.

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