Red

For
You and me.
Destiny is set to be.
No matter what
comes in between,
It seems
nothing can 
Cut away
that invisible
silk red thread 
loosely tying
in between.
Because 
Destiny is set to be.
For
You and me.

Missing You

What do I do
When I miss you?

I looked in the sky,
whisper to the clouds
that are flowing by.

I sing to those flowers,
dancing in the breeze
which might carry to you.

I wrote those songs,
enduring rhymes of pain
of my love for you.

What am I to do
When I am missing you?

Again

Yet again

Another year
Aother valentine;

Smile

I am still
holding
that one red rose

For you.

Happy New Year 2014

Later than ever
Every year has become.
I can't understand why.
Traveling away,
My mind is in a swift wind.
Still
Much slower than that of passing time.

Cloud in the Sky

Pinkish and grayish a few
Mingling together;
Under the setting sun.

Days like This

I do not like
days like this.
Doubtfulness
and attack of 
envy.
Why do 
people wants
to bring down
upon other?
Is it an
admitting sign
that they
are smaller
so that
wanting to
make other
person feels
smaller?
Or do they think
making someone
feels lower
will allow them
be able to
feel higher?
Absurd.
It is the
predator prey
nature.
That is why
I do not like
days like this.
Doubtfulness
and attack of 
envy.

Intoxicated

Thoughts.
Well intoxicated by
the rigid mind.

Sometimes
I felt tapped
hardly slapped 
on my face
and heart.

It is truly
Hard to imagine,
how much self centered;
opinionated;
close-minded and
hypocrite as one can be.

I am going to endure,
try to understand those
all of which are
so different from mine;
Not to my taste bud,
what is providing there.

Well, I will have to
learn to compose;
As I have wanted to reach over.

Mesmerized

Under the sunlight;
The water is so clear,
blue green lightly tinted it's shades.
I can count all those rocks
and pebble stones
gently rolling in the stream.

Touching the water;
It really is nice and cold,
snow melt left from the top of the mountain.
I looked up the way high up
and wonder
how far the upstream.

Hearing the sound;
Bouncing of the water 
around and way over the corners;
I feel relaxed
and calm
The lullaby of mother nature.

Apology

I didn't know
how you feel;
I am sorry.
I didn't mean
to hurt you.
Never
Ever 
meant to harm
anyone
in body
or 
soul.
It's the truth.
I didn't know
how you feel;
I am sorry
I didn't mean
to hurt you.

Home

I am back;
Home
where I belong;
where I started my life;
where my memories flourish;
I am glad
to be back home
to be with you
to hold you in my arms;
I feel strength,
happiness 
and contentment
to live on
with new energy,
to create our future
together 
to be grown
our love
at Home.

Unable

Why
so alone
--- --- ---
trapped inside 
the cage;
Broken wing
swinging in the 
Pain.
--- --- ---
If 
life can offer
any gain.
Slain the 
soul,
Oh!
Plainly
Unable.

Sweetest Day

Another year of
Sweet treats and
Sweetest memories.

A broken stem
Of a single red rose
tapped with a scotch tape.

Two heart red and pink
In a lacquer box handcrafted
With Chinese characters of love.

A clear vase
A pink ribbon twirled up in the drawer
A sparkly turquoise jewelery box from Malaysia.

Altogether
Sweetness of the memories
to all the eternity.

My Days

It’s been almost 10 years,

Nearly a decade ---

What did we do?

How did we spend our time?

Why did we choose our ways of path?

This way and that way ---

Differently or indifferently ---

Some people shoot for the stars,

Some acquire the boundaries,

Some for the conquest of knowledge and profession,

Some goes for the fame of the game,

Some change their destiny

For the “to-be”s and “not-to-be”s.

I admit, I have none, ---

None of those to make a whole story sleek.

My life had been a simple plain white paper,

Nothing interesting, nothing exciting, and

Nothing much fancy to boost about ---

It was nothing much but box full of memories.

Memories of my two sweet cookies,

When they opened up their fist of tiny baby paws,

When did they crawl and when did they say their first words,

Starting off their first steps while I hold their tiny hands,

The seconds were precious, more than the other

Life has never been livelier than ever;

Simple, plain, white, almost a decade of time;

I could smile to eternity, hearing them say

“I love you to the Mars and Jupiter, Mommy.”

Betrayals

I ran hard

But my feet were betraying me.

Why am I not as swift as

I wanted to be?

I smiled

But my lips were betraying me.

Why my smile is not as bright as

I wanted to be?

I cried

But my eyes were betraying me.

Why my tears are not as clear as

I wanted to be?

Another Resolution

It's 2013
Just like the wind passing by;
Time of eternity loop.
I stopped and gaze at the sky,
Wrote a few words on the sand
by the ocean 
hoping that it will washed away
and carried to the other side of the world,
to reach their destiny;
to carry on the good will
For loving thoughts and chemistry.

Refraction

I was looking up the sky, 
it was dark but I can still see the patches of faintly twinkling stars.
If stars are made of diamonds;
Or if the diamonds are made of stars,
Would I be wearing one in my heart?

I was putting up my thoughts,
it was hard yet bearable---I can still feel the desperation of emptiness.
If life is made of momentary memories;
Of if the moment of memories are made into life,
Would I be sowing this seed of plant in my garden?

I was gathering my strength,
it was as if in vain but I am not going to stop trying.
If success is made of hardship and tears,
Of if the tears and hardship are made into a success,
Would I be risking all I might?

Pointedly

Detached
Lethargic
and whimpered ---

I look around
to the surrounding
and wondered ---

Where am I?
Who am I?
Why am I here?

Answers 
are hard to find,
as time is slipping
in my hand.

while
I am still
looking away,
very far far away ---

Again

Time and time again;
Life has a turn of never ending surprises.
Some painful while others could be joyous.
In a cold fall wind, and in an early gray fog;
I waited for the sunshine again.
Not too far away.
Within a reachable distance of time.

Our Pride and Happiness

Now that everyone is always highlighting about her;

My happiness is boundless and,

Remembering the times when I was so wished to

Post a picture like this on my blog.

Patience always pay off in a big or a small way.

iSupportDassk.

=)

Anymore

No one talks about it anymore.

Here in this garden;

And on that side of the town.

I grow daisies and brown wild grass;

All over the town but some went

Patchy in the summer heat.

Unexpected are expected;

I had to talked to myself because 

No one talks about it anymore.