Intoxicated

Thoughts.
Well intoxicated by
the rigid mind.

Sometimes
I felt tapped
hardly slapped 
on my face
and heart.

It is truly
Hard to imagine,
how much self centered;
opinionated;
close-minded and
hypocrite as one can be.

I am going to endure,
try to understand those
all of which are
so different from mine;
Not to my taste bud,
what is providing there.

Well, I will have to
learn to compose;
As I have wanted to reach over.

Mesmerized

Under the sunlight;
The water is so clear,
blue green lightly tinted it's shades.
I can count all those rocks
and pebble stones
gently rolling in the stream.

Touching the water;
It really is nice and cold,
snow melt left from the top of the mountain.
I looked up the way high up
and wonder
how far the upstream.

Hearing the sound;
Bouncing of the water 
around and way over the corners;
I feel relaxed
and calm
The lullaby of mother nature.

Apology

I didn't know
how you feel;
I am sorry.
I didn't mean
to hurt you.
Never
Ever 
meant to harm
anyone
in body
or 
soul.
It's the truth.
I didn't know
how you feel;
I am sorry
I didn't mean
to hurt you.

Home

I am back;
Home
where I belong;
where I started my life;
where my memories flourish;
I am glad
to be back home
to be with you
to hold you in my arms;
I feel strength,
happiness 
and contentment
to live on
with new energy,
to create our future
together 
to be grown
our love
at Home.

Unable

Why
so alone
--- --- ---
trapped inside 
the cage;
Broken wing
swinging in the 
Pain.
--- --- ---
If 
life can offer
any gain.
Slain the 
soul,
Oh!
Plainly
Unable.

Sweetest Day

Another year of
Sweet treats and
Sweetest memories.

A broken stem
Of a single red rose
tapped with a scotch tape.

Two heart red and pink
In a lacquer box handcrafted
With Chinese characters of love.

A clear vase
A pink ribbon twirled up in the drawer
A sparkly turquoise jewelery box from Malaysia.

Altogether
Sweetness of the memories
to all the eternity.

My Days

It’s been almost 10 years,

Nearly a decade ---

What did we do?

How did we spend our time?

Why did we choose our ways of path?

This way and that way ---

Differently or indifferently ---

Some people shoot for the stars,

Some acquire the boundaries,

Some for the conquest of knowledge and profession,

Some goes for the fame of the game,

Some change their destiny

For the “to-be”s and “not-to-be”s.

I admit, I have none, ---

None of those to make a whole story sleek.

My life had been a simple plain white paper,

Nothing interesting, nothing exciting, and

Nothing much fancy to boost about ---

It was nothing much but box full of memories.

Memories of my two sweet cookies,

When they opened up their fist of tiny baby paws,

When did they crawl and when did they say their first words,

Starting off their first steps while I hold their tiny hands,

The seconds were precious, more than the other

Life has never been livelier than ever;

Simple, plain, white, almost a decade of time;

I could smile to eternity, hearing them say

“I love you to the Mars and Jupiter, Mommy.”

Betrayals

I ran hard

But my feet were betraying me.

Why am I not as swift as

I wanted to be?

I smiled

But my lips were betraying me.

Why my smile is not as bright as

I wanted to be?

I cried

But my eyes were betraying me.

Why my tears are not as clear as

I wanted to be?

Another Resolution

It's 2013
Just like the wind passing by;
Time of eternity loop.
I stopped and gaze at the sky,
Wrote a few words on the sand
by the ocean 
hoping that it will washed away
and carried to the other side of the world,
to reach their destiny;
to carry on the good will
For loving thoughts and chemistry.

Refraction

I was looking up the sky, 
it was dark but I can still see the patches of faintly twinkling stars.
If stars are made of diamonds;
Or if the diamonds are made of stars,
Would I be wearing one in my heart?

I was putting up my thoughts,
it was hard yet bearable---I can still feel the desperation of emptiness.
If life is made of momentary memories;
Of if the moment of memories are made into life,
Would I be sowing this seed of plant in my garden?

I was gathering my strength,
it was as if in vain but I am not going to stop trying.
If success is made of hardship and tears,
Of if the tears and hardship are made into a success,
Would I be risking all I might?

Pointedly

Detached
Lethargic
and whimpered ---

I look around
to the surrounding
and wondered ---

Where am I?
Who am I?
Why am I here?

Answers 
are hard to find,
as time is slipping
in my hand.

while
I am still
looking away,
very far far away ---

Again

Time and time again;
Life has a turn of never ending surprises.
Some painful while others could be joyous.
In a cold fall wind, and in an early gray fog;
I waited for the sunshine again.
Not too far away.
Within a reachable distance of time.

Our Pride and Happiness

Now that everyone is always highlighting about her;

My happiness is boundless and,

Remembering the times when I was so wished to

Post a picture like this on my blog.

Patience always pay off in a big or a small way.

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Anymore

No one talks about it anymore.

Here in this garden;

And on that side of the town.

I grow daisies and brown wild grass;

All over the town but some went

Patchy in the summer heat.

Unexpected are expected;

I had to talked to myself because 

No one talks about it anymore.

Why

Why? 

You asked me.

Told you so --- as before that time.

I am in Love

I am in love again.

After all this time.

Sunny and funny these days.

Ways to circle back to the loop.

Time has it's own way.

To rob the precious May.

Welcoming the summer.

Shakespeare's mid night dreamers.

When the summer will be longest

On the June of twentieth.

We will meet there again.

'cause I'm in all over love again.

Frustration

May has come to stay.

I thought about apple trees,

but it was too late. 

Yesterday was a supermoon,

So close yet so far,

If I ever can imagine the truth.

Copy cats are on the loose.

You snooze and you loose.

Please don't boast my sublime dignity,

I'll let you stay

by my side;

Don't hide in the shadows.

To grow old together,

hold my hands;

I'd promise 

to be with you to the end;

in the deepest of the dreamy land.

Song to Listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9mtt-aMdmM

Put the Message in the Box

by World Play

Lyrics:

Songwriters: Karl Wallinger

And if you listen now
You might hear a new sound coming in
As an old one disappears
See the world in just one grain of sand

You better take a closer look
Don't let it slip right through your hand
Won't you please hear the call
The world says

Put the message in the box
Put the box into the car
Drive the car around the world
Until you get heard

Now is the moment, please understand
The road is wide open to the heart of every man
A few simple words
So a mule could understand

He don't want tomorrow
If it's just crumbling into sand
Won't please hear the call
She says

Put the message in the box
Put the box into the car
Drive the car around the world
Until you get heard
Until you get heard

The world says
Give a little bit
Give a little bit of your love to me
'Cause I'm waiting right here with my open arms

Give a little bit
Give a little bit of your soul to me
'Cause I'm waiting to behold your many charms
Is that love in the air? She says

Put the message in the box
Put the box into the car
Drive the car around the world
Until you get heard

Until you get heard
Until you get heard
Until you get heard
Until you get heard

Hydroplane

Way to go

To slow down things;

Frustrations are flooding in like an army of mud slides.

How do we deal with this slid?

No breaks ---

No panic ---

No second thought ---

Sliding in the social hydroplane.

A Drink to Toast

The most favorable song,

right now is

Just the way you are.

Don't go changing---

that's what we want to say,

but why this again?

Am I getting too rigid and old?

I hate time lines;

I don't like this flimsy design.

Yet again;

Do I have a choice?

We just have to conform--

as if to drink the same crazy rain drops of foolishness.

A Thin Line

Spring is charming
with blossoms and rain;
Just like a light friendship.

When the squirrel steps on the branch,
it broke the bough;
Is it wind or is it just being old?

The night is young
The young one did yarn for love;
But is it for revenge or is it for romance?

The twist and turn
Who would understand their heart;
when it is clouded with pride and ego?

The wound has been unwind
Talking to her mind, to let go;
Uncountable times trying with guilt.

Who is brought back into the ring?
Is it hurt or is it love?
Is it fate or is it being made?

When one summer comes,
The smile has cut the thin line of dizzying Spring;
Erase the whole thin line
Mine! Let it be the end of Spring.

Listen the Song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5vx0kJaF_4
Missing You Like Crazy
by Kim Tae Yeong

Lyrics translation:

Don't you know me?
The reason I'm here is you
My eyes are blinded
And I can't seem to speak
All I can do is just look out alone

My heart is hurting to its last bit like this
My fingertips are trembling like this
But I can only think of you

The person I miss like crazy
One word from you that I want to hear like crazy
I love you, I love you, where are you?
The person I long for, ingrained in my heart
I'm going to cherish you forever

What do I do?
You were so cold
But I still miss you

My heart is hurting to its last bit like this
My fingertips are trembling like this
But I can't forget you

The person I miss like crazy
One word from you that I want to hear like crazy
I love you, I love you, where are you?
The person I long for, ingrained in my heart

Please tell me, you'll cherish me
You can't erase me clean
Because you're my all

The person I miss like crazy
One word from you that I want to hear like crazy
I love you, I love you, where are you?
The person I long for, ingrained in my heart is you

I'm going to cherish you forever
I love you, I love you