Cloud in the Sky

Pinkish and grayish a few
Mingling together;
Under the setting sun.

Days like This

I do not like
days like this.
Doubtfulness
and attack of 
envy.
Why do 
people wants
to bring down
upon other?
Is it an
admitting sign
that they
are smaller
so that
wanting to
make other
person feels
smaller?
Or do they think
making someone
feels lower
will allow them
be able to
feel higher?
Absurd.
It is the
predator prey
nature.
That is why
I do not like
days like this.
Doubtfulness
and attack of 
envy.

Intoxicated

Thoughts.
Well intoxicated by
the rigid mind.

Sometimes
I felt tapped
hardly slapped 
on my face
and heart.

It is truly
Hard to imagine,
how much self centered;
opinionated;
close-minded and
hypocrite as one can be.

I am going to endure,
try to understand those
all of which are
so different from mine;
Not to my taste bud,
what is providing there.

Well, I will have to
learn to compose;
As I have wanted to reach over.

Mesmerized

Under the sunlight;
The water is so clear,
blue green lightly tinted it's shades.
I can count all those rocks
and pebble stones
gently rolling in the stream.

Touching the water;
It really is nice and cold,
snow melt left from the top of the mountain.
I looked up the way high up
and wonder
how far the upstream.

Hearing the sound;
Bouncing of the water 
around and way over the corners;
I feel relaxed
and calm
The lullaby of mother nature.

Apology

I didn't know
how you feel;
I am sorry.
I didn't mean
to hurt you.
Never
Ever 
meant to harm
anyone
in body
or 
soul.
It's the truth.
I didn't know
how you feel;
I am sorry
I didn't mean
to hurt you.

Home

I am back;
Home
where I belong;
where I started my life;
where my memories flourish;
I am glad
to be back home
to be with you
to hold you in my arms;
I feel strength,
happiness 
and contentment
to live on
with new energy,
to create our future
together 
to be grown
our love
at Home.

Unable

Why
so alone
--- --- ---
trapped inside 
the cage;
Broken wing
swinging in the 
Pain.
--- --- ---
If 
life can offer
any gain.
Slain the 
soul,
Oh!
Plainly
Unable.

Sweetest Day

Another year of
Sweet treats and
Sweetest memories.

A broken stem
Of a single red rose
tapped with a scotch tape.

Two heart red and pink
In a lacquer box handcrafted
With Chinese characters of love.

A clear vase
A pink ribbon twirled up in the drawer
A sparkly turquoise jewelery box from Malaysia.

Altogether
Sweetness of the memories
to all the eternity.

My Days

It’s been almost 10 years,

Nearly a decade ---

What did we do?

How did we spend our time?

Why did we choose our ways of path?

This way and that way ---

Differently or indifferently ---

Some people shoot for the stars,

Some acquire the boundaries,

Some for the conquest of knowledge and profession,

Some goes for the fame of the game,

Some change their destiny

For the “to-be”s and “not-to-be”s.

I admit, I have none, ---

None of those to make a whole story sleek.

My life had been a simple plain white paper,

Nothing interesting, nothing exciting, and

Nothing much fancy to boost about ---

It was nothing much but box full of memories.

Memories of my two sweet cookies,

When they opened up their fist of tiny baby paws,

When did they crawl and when did they say their first words,

Starting off their first steps while I hold their tiny hands,

The seconds were precious, more than the other

Life has never been livelier than ever;

Simple, plain, white, almost a decade of time;

I could smile to eternity, hearing them say

“I love you to the Mars and Jupiter, Mommy.”

Betrayals

I ran hard

But my feet were betraying me.

Why am I not as swift as

I wanted to be?

I smiled

But my lips were betraying me.

Why my smile is not as bright as

I wanted to be?

I cried

But my eyes were betraying me.

Why my tears are not as clear as

I wanted to be?